[The tensing makes him stop immediately, giving Ordis the chance to breathe and relax before continuing. The pleasure threatens to override his caution and care but he bites his lip hard as he focuses on making sure that he didn't ruin this for the cephalon. His hips finally push against his as he sinks in fully, trailing reassuring kisses while he pauses once more.]
[He struggles to find the words, drawing in a shaky breath as he searches for any words. None come, and so he screws his eyes shut, arms winding around the tenno's shoulders to grip at him as if he's the only solid thing left in the universe.]
[No matter how much he aches to begin moving again, his sole priority right now was making certain that the cephalon was ok. He wasn't going to ruin his partner. Not with this.]
[He's not going to stop, not when he's this far. This is his Operator, he trusts him so, and despite how absolutely overwhelmed he is, he grits his teeth and breathes deep. One hand slips up to cradle the back of the tenno's head, pulling him down into a kiss.]
[Shifting slightly, he follows the gentle pull to join in on the kiss. He didn't care if this was slow and nothing really happened for now as long as he was with Ordis. He breaks away to smear kisses once more along his throat.]
[He swallows a few more breaths, letting his eyes slip shut as he steels himself for everything. Relaxing is hard, this is far more than he's ever experienced before and it's happened so fast, but he does make a valiant effort.]
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You ok?
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[He struggles to find the words, drawing in a shaky breath as he searches for any words. None come, and so he screws his eyes shut, arms winding around the tenno's shoulders to grip at him as if he's the only solid thing left in the universe.]
It is a lot.
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[No matter how much he aches to begin moving again, his sole priority right now was making certain that the cephalon was ok. He wasn't going to ruin his partner. Not with this.]
Just say the word and we'll stop.
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[He's not going to stop, not when he's this far. This is his Operator, he trusts him so, and despite how absolutely overwhelmed he is, he grits his teeth and breathes deep. One hand slips up to cradle the back of the tenno's head, pulling him down into a kiss.]
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[Shifting slightly, he follows the gentle pull to join in on the kiss. He didn't care if this was slow and nothing really happened for now as long as he was with Ordis. He breaks away to smear kisses once more along his throat.]
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Try-just slow.